Wednesday, May 23, 2012

Holy

Well, i’d actually like to write that i in the most concsiousness of mine have ever wrote something about silence is not always golden. And to not mean of being inconsistent, in this post, i’d like to write the opposite of it. Yes, since i wrote it slinece is not always golden, this is where i believe silence is golden.

Okay, to me, silence is golden when you beileve it is so. When you dont know what to say, how to respons, and so on. This is a momment when the silence, is the answer. The problem is, this answer then would lead to another question, the interpretation of the silence itself. But it’s better than answering it wrong, answering it with something that not representative enough of what you feel.

It is something like, doing something right by doing it wrong. I know it sounds idiotic , but that’s the way the fact is. I know, and i believe, (i hope at the most) , you all understand it, since i believe you all have ever experiencced it yourself. To not answer, is wrong. But it is better than answering it wrong, and that is right.

This right or wrong thing is just another problem of this whole life. Because sometimes, we dont have any good guide of it. Even our region sometimes give an ambiguous guide of it. It’s like killing people to defend yourself. It is wrong, but it is right.

Well, at last i believe this post is something confusing to read, even myself confused of writing it. And to you, who have my silence as the answer, I’ve got nothing to say but I’m sorry. As you might already know, i’m just an asshole living hard to have a good realtionship.