Monday, April 23, 2012

Sejarah Mengatakan Kita Pernah Bersama

Yaa, ini sejarah kita, kamu saya dia dan mereka, muda, bahagia, berjuang bersama, membuktikan diri kepada mereka. naif mungkin berharap bisa tetap sama, tapi, saya yakin, kalian juga harusnya berharap hal yang sama.
ini untuk kalian, untuk mengingatkan kalian bahwa

sejarah mengatakan kita pernah bersama.

ospek jurusan

jam session

makrab

ujian matematika

pantai sadranan

pantai sadranan

makrab angkatan

mortar utama

kampung naga

meng osjur kan

kka

kka

kka

wex



kita juga pernah memakrabkan, berjuang bersama melewati deathcember di penghujung semester 3, tidur di kampus ngerjain maket sk, dan sda, pernah juga bersatu merumuskan tekad dan misi kita di semesta. saya yakin banyak yang masih saya lupa, saya harap kalian tidak. 

ini untuk kalian, sekedar mengingatkan bahwa 

sejarah mengatakan kita pernah bersama







Optimistic Failure

When optimistic becomes a total hell of dissappointment

Yes, God bless me with a very good optimistic skill, i (almost) always believe that everything should be as  good as i’ve planed.
But this is where all the shit goes,

I (almost) always believe that my idea, even the wildest one, is realistic enough to be true,
But there’s a thing called  limitation or boundary or what-so-ever such as
Boundary of funds
Boundary of competences
Bondary of time
Boundary of otority
And else

Those shitty things then drag me into dissapointment for making my ideas look terrible in reality

Plus,
I , no matter how hard i believe in someone, i (almost) always believe, when it comes to the same goals, when it’s not just about me, but also about them, they wolud back me up when i’m not powerful enough to make it true.
But not all of them are reliable enough to believe in
I dont know if it’s me or them the shelfish one for this back up things

Hey bjarke ingels , are you dissapointed to know the fact that your very best idea end up only as a concept ?
And you, or maybe all of you, who said that i am less action talk only, i am sorry for making you thought that i am. But i feel sorry to know that you said it behind my back.

and just to let you know, i hate that shit so. And i hate it so much that i did it the same way by saying this only here.
And again, i’m sorry for that.